Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Here I Go Again!

Well, needless to say, it's been a while since my last blog.  Truth be told, I've been too ashamed and embarrassed to post anything because I have felt like a complete failure.

In the past months I have allowed myself to get back to within three pounds of my all time high.  It's humiliating and frustrating and so hard to face.  Here I am though, facing it again.  I am laying it all out again and starting over - again!

I'm committing to myself that I will strive everyday to live a healthier lifestyle.  This includes; eating, exercising, and mental/spiritual well being.

As in the past, it's not going to be easy and I'm sure I am going to have set-backs and there are going to be a lot of bad days, but I am never going to give up.  I have to do this, not just because I need to, but because I want to.  To be healthy for myself and for my family.  I want to make the changes that will not only impact myself, but my family, especially my son.  I see him heading down the same path and I don't want him to suffer the way I have.  I want him to get control of it early.

So, wish me luck and pray for me.  I'm gonna need it!

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